how i loathe reality

“When I look back on my life. It’s not that I don’t want to remember things exactly the way they happened. It’s just that I prefer to remember them in an artistic way. And truthfully, the lie of it all is much more honest because I invented it.”
 

the rebellious perspective of me

i know im quite a weird kid because i like things that is portrayed, said, produced from me is original and unique....i just cant stand boring and cliche things since it would make me stress and who knows..i may end up killing all the law lecturers here in uitm,...or i may bomb the faculty and pulverize those disgusting worthless scums in the fac...oh well..if that doesnt seem possible to be executed...i may just poke my eyes out and kill myself....

wait..why in the arnab shit im talking about murder plans??lol....

anyway since i like things to be done in my way...  i tend to be overrated sometimes to the extend of being called a pervert..lol..is not that im into sexual stuff..is just that it is what makes people actually listen.. snapped their heads to the left and to the right to actually listen.....oh come ..dont act all holy virgin and pretend sexuality is a taboo....okay..let me give u a simple example....if i say ."hey..my life is so exciting because i just met mak cik cleaner and had a great bonding time ..doing manicure and pedicures in perindu!!" or if i say "homigood!!!! i just had sex with a lecture!!!" which one will actually make your eyes meletup and inflate back?which one will make your head turn to face me and end up snapping your heads off??? huh???i thought soo.uhummm.

so when u say i have issues or mentally retarded ...please see it in my way..im tired of boring issues being used in debates and forum.... i need something interesting to actually pump blood to my hearts...yes..its hearts..not A heart... im a frog..so go ahead break one of it....i dont mind..i will probably rape and kill you...so..any takers??? lol

so when i said i want to do "pornography should not be filtered in uitm.."in the persuasive speech task.. i really do take that seriously because i want to challenge myself...

anyway....so i hope you guys wont be surprise when i do something outrageous because you  guys are in treat because there are more coming from me beeyotch!!!

aramy signing off..xxo

the secret cicle

when we linger on earth....we are bound to have relationships...it is impossible to have none...unless you are like a freaking loner and so introspective towards life and then its not my problem...as long as  i have these bonds that you called friendships... im happy...screw you nut heads who said relationships are bullcrap because you know what? you're the bullshits here...

anyway..since furthering my education to the tertiary education...ive met friends ive never thought i will ....some are quite deceiving.... portraying different first personalities...its only when i really got to know them only then i know how annoying humans can be..lol....lucu....hahhaha....well what are the motives making friends if we are too choosy ? diversity is indeed a need ..

my class LWP01/02 A is a class i could never wish for a better one because i made 30 new friends that i know that i will forever remember and cherish!

 who would ever thought i will bond with all these people....

here and forever

cant believed im taking law...this course- the one ive been avoiding - is taking a toll on me....and i still cant believed i just finished my first semester and currently i am on my mid second semester break...i know i am not one of the brightest intellectuals in my previous mrsm and history or any subject that matters with it is not my forte and yet here i am...taking law....gahh..i just want to laugh at the hilarity of it...

the results wasnt what i had expected...but actually it was better....i dont want to disclose the pointer..well lets just say it was a dean's list pointer....which was a total dumbstruck slash crazy slash unbelievable slash joyous thing to me because i was ready and mentally prepared for the worst..and when i mean worst i really meant it....i thought i was going to fail government politics and score max 3 A's ...oh well..as much i am grateful yet i feel so undeserving...i barely studied and wasted time that is not redeemable by me or anyone on this face of earth....oh well...im trying my best this semester to keep track of what ive learned everyday...doing notes..well those stuff...soo i hope i actually deserve it this semester....not to mention how harder the subjects are this semester....hahah...indeed  it is....especially law III ...i just dont get it why they have to combine all three law :contract criminal and torts in one subject...as much i want to whine and nag and complain about it..i just have to bear in mind this is only basics and the hardships is just only the beginning...anyway..i am excited to actually apply law in my life and finally practice one day...:) so..for now..i just need to cope and just enjoy what is in front of me because life's too short and who knows....the grim reaper may even try catch  me soon so while the clock is still ticking away..i might just need to relax and stop and lay back and actually try to see what is going around me rather than complain bout myself......lol :)

its been a while...

i guess my last post was ages ago and i dont know what brought me back here.....i guess the world is just too much and i just need a medium- a good one- to channel all these thoughts i have to this...um.. pathetic and crazy Terra ferma i am setting my foot on. gah..its been so crazy nowadays..with my studies and my friends and myself...anyway..ill try to start posting regularly now since i have  A LOT, TONNES, HUMONGOUS, ABUNDANCE, NUMEROUS, JUMBLES, LOADS, HEAVES of thigns to say, bash, ditch, bitch in here.... so..for now...bye et à bientôt