how i loathe reality

“When I look back on my life. It’s not that I don’t want to remember things exactly the way they happened. It’s just that I prefer to remember them in an artistic way. And truthfully, the lie of it all is much more honest because I invented it.”
 

the rebellious perspective of me

i know im quite a weird kid because i like things that is portrayed, said, produced from me is original and unique....i just cant stand boring and cliche things since it would make me stress and who knows..i may end up killing all the law lecturers here in uitm,...or i may bomb the faculty and pulverize those disgusting worthless scums in the fac...oh well..if that doesnt seem possible to be executed...i may just poke my eyes out and kill myself....

wait..why in the arnab shit im talking about murder plans??lol....

anyway since i like things to be done in my way...  i tend to be overrated sometimes to the extend of being called a pervert..lol..is not that im into sexual stuff..is just that it is what makes people actually listen.. snapped their heads to the left and to the right to actually listen.....oh come ..dont act all holy virgin and pretend sexuality is a taboo....okay..let me give u a simple example....if i say ."hey..my life is so exciting because i just met mak cik cleaner and had a great bonding time ..doing manicure and pedicures in perindu!!" or if i say "homigood!!!! i just had sex with a lecture!!!" which one will actually make your eyes meletup and inflate back?which one will make your head turn to face me and end up snapping your heads off??? huh???i thought soo.uhummm.

so when u say i have issues or mentally retarded ...please see it in my way..im tired of boring issues being used in debates and forum.... i need something interesting to actually pump blood to my hearts...yes..its hearts..not A heart... im a frog..so go ahead break one of it....i dont mind..i will probably rape and kill you...so..any takers??? lol

so when i said i want to do "pornography should not be filtered in uitm.."in the persuasive speech task.. i really do take that seriously because i want to challenge myself...

anyway....so i hope you guys wont be surprise when i do something outrageous because you  guys are in treat because there are more coming from me beeyotch!!!

aramy signing off..xxo

the secret cicle

when we linger on earth....we are bound to have relationships...it is impossible to have none...unless you are like a freaking loner and so introspective towards life and then its not my problem...as long as  i have these bonds that you called friendships... im happy...screw you nut heads who said relationships are bullcrap because you know what? you're the bullshits here...

anyway..since furthering my education to the tertiary education...ive met friends ive never thought i will ....some are quite deceiving.... portraying different first personalities...its only when i really got to know them only then i know how annoying humans can be..lol....lucu....hahhaha....well what are the motives making friends if we are too choosy ? diversity is indeed a need ..

my class LWP01/02 A is a class i could never wish for a better one because i made 30 new friends that i know that i will forever remember and cherish!

 who would ever thought i will bond with all these people....

here and forever

cant believed im taking law...this course- the one ive been avoiding - is taking a toll on me....and i still cant believed i just finished my first semester and currently i am on my mid second semester break...i know i am not one of the brightest intellectuals in my previous mrsm and history or any subject that matters with it is not my forte and yet here i am...taking law....gahh..i just want to laugh at the hilarity of it...

the results wasnt what i had expected...but actually it was better....i dont want to disclose the pointer..well lets just say it was a dean's list pointer....which was a total dumbstruck slash crazy slash unbelievable slash joyous thing to me because i was ready and mentally prepared for the worst..and when i mean worst i really meant it....i thought i was going to fail government politics and score max 3 A's ...oh well..as much i am grateful yet i feel so undeserving...i barely studied and wasted time that is not redeemable by me or anyone on this face of earth....oh well...im trying my best this semester to keep track of what ive learned everyday...doing notes..well those stuff...soo i hope i actually deserve it this semester....not to mention how harder the subjects are this semester....hahah...indeed  it is....especially law III ...i just dont get it why they have to combine all three law :contract criminal and torts in one subject...as much i want to whine and nag and complain about it..i just have to bear in mind this is only basics and the hardships is just only the beginning...anyway..i am excited to actually apply law in my life and finally practice one day...:) so..for now..i just need to cope and just enjoy what is in front of me because life's too short and who knows....the grim reaper may even try catch  me soon so while the clock is still ticking away..i might just need to relax and stop and lay back and actually try to see what is going around me rather than complain bout myself......lol :)

its been a while...

i guess my last post was ages ago and i dont know what brought me back here.....i guess the world is just too much and i just need a medium- a good one- to channel all these thoughts i have to this...um.. pathetic and crazy Terra ferma i am setting my foot on. gah..its been so crazy nowadays..with my studies and my friends and myself...anyway..ill try to start posting regularly now since i have  A LOT, TONNES, HUMONGOUS, ABUNDANCE, NUMEROUS, JUMBLES, LOADS, HEAVES of thigns to say, bash, ditch, bitch in here.... so..for now...bye et à bientôt

the sudden visit from the grim reaper???

the death of one of the most unique,avant-garde and full with burst of talent designer - Alexander McQueen - is a shock to the mass fashion community...
the acclaimed bruja of high couture apparently hang himself to death due to overpowering stress; mainly cause by the the two consecutive death of close acquittance: his girlfriend and the founder of the bright talent himself...

here are some of his designs sewed with immense load of artistic value...enjoy..

     

mother monster???

i mean come on....dajal????
triple 6...this cant be an issue to relinquish gaga's mighty influence on youth..i mean if those haters are trying to throne down the new queen of pop they are in 4 a stupid parade of blood bath....

mother monster is injecting a propaganda to help humanity unite without any sense of racism and to open our shallow enough minds to except those pushed asides...

we have to know that on this world of technology growing spurt ...we do not exist alone..

you go mother monster....!! 

FRIENDS...

this is sumething i wrote long time ago in my dairy..the on ive been keeping secret to everybody...but let me tell u sumthing....my heart love u guys so much i just have to write this then...i was so devestated with u guys...i hope this expression i spilled out on my dairy a year ago will make us tighter than ever....i love u guys...

so this is how my dairy entry started....remember i had always love and cherish u guys...and i hope this will make u see wat i saw when things got rough...

august 2010  


    why life isnt fair??bonds of friendship  supposed to be the most jovial thing on earth and so rejuvenating..sometimes i cried on little things...because i cant believed it happen to me...out of all those people in the world????why me???the phrase people come and people go , though it real..its hard to believe...why people treat me like i have no feelings??? does my heart is so shielded that i dont feel the cut???all the harsh words????i maybe be mean on my words but i never mean it...why my on friends treated my like im some sort of stone cold bitch..it is not that i dont appreciate their friendship but sometimes i have my limits...i do keep quite because i dont want to fight...but im dying inside...i love my friends...yet who is my real friends???


ZABA
my wonderful friend...my closest friend but he treating the opposite of the sacred term..He thinks that im really understanding sometimes....hearing his problem...talkin to 4 am in the morning..but he sometimes treat me like a dog..a stupid animal..like i worth nothing  i tried to go along with his needs...but i need a my own needs...he was always like..'jom ignore die'..'ko nie bodo la...".."ak mane kwn ngn die"..jgn buat ak malu leh tak"...calling me names??


i know im not perfect ..people said im bitchy but i like it....but i never thought that im ...maybe i deserve this...i was mean to u i guess...i laugh but i weep inside...u always scold me for being to loud gedik...iam ur fren zaba but why u hate me??? i alway tried to not hurt ur feelings but u never hesitate on mine...ur too hard on me.. i have feelings too...


FAIZ MELUR
u are such a nice person faiz..too nice sometimes..and i really appreciate ur kindness and frenship...but every flower has its thorns....why u always treated me like im so stupid and i dunno anything???when we were discussing on academics..u never tried to ask me at all...even simple things...like u already know i so stupid i cant answer it..like when i did something impressive...if u didi know it was mine...u are like..'wah cantik sape wat???" then i said it was mine...u said it was ugly..then we laugh like usuall..but i still love when u were sincere when compliment me on sumthing..


do u know who does it feel when u were so smart back then and here in tgb got png 3.0???well i guess u dont because u experience it in the opposite way..im happy for u but i need u to teach me..yet u seduce me for fun...hahahah...how does ot feel when u calll me bodo??satisfied??i may laugh..ahhaha but i cried inside..ur a wonderful fren but i dont think it balanced..u never tried to apologize...though u know it ur fault...remember when u scold me when i lost ur 10 ringgit..u urged me to give u my photo money yet u know that the only money i had left for me to pay that fee..u still force me to give just for u to eat???eventually i give up and give wat u wanted....because i appreciate u...zaba..hasif and everyone...


HASIF MALIK
i dont know how to comment on u because u always treat me nicely...but u always took faiz side...i know ur fond of him....but be decent on mee..do u know how it hurts when u annoy and winning is always on u guys..like when e argue...u let me fight faiz alone..but u supported him...IDP???REMEMBER..when i was in the u know wat room..u never waited me to finish..u waved and i smiled..u just dash off with faiz but then my smile faded and i almost cried...but when faiz is like still sibuk..u waited for him..im not asking for more of u but just please take note i have feelings too..


but uve been great...






i have other entry for my secret dairy...for hasif gemok nazri amza awad meerul...many more..i'll post it later....

peace out..
ILOVE MY FRIENDS...

MUAH ARAMY

my piece

Inner Human Warfare

       The revelations in life seem too hard and passé to wear. To let the bare skin being swum with cold hard facts certainly needs a solid inner bravery. Sometimes the pressure were too overwhelming and  we just stand there nonchalantly ,still weeping inside ,wounding the wounded –hoping that the things that happened  to us is just a nightmare in chilling lonely nights ,which was a dreadful one indeed. Yet reality is just another issue in the world that people majority try to dump it away from their already dying heart and soul. People nowadays are too emotion-proof, this to say that humanity itself is being drained from the mankind lingering on mother earth. The rapid leaping of technology towards modern cosmopolitan is slowly injecting an anesthetic towards morality.  Human just do not care what is happening around them: by simply shoving the problems in some imaginary cupboard. If you die,you die alone. Try lying in pain on the street of 4^th Avenue in New York and see how many of the people will stop and help you; they just effortlessly strode by - to spell bounded by human ego; chasing things blindly for the sake of themselves. Noetics science suggested that human soul is somehow measureable:in the tiniest scale possible. However considering that human themselves are too self-conscious, I think it’s time to change that  it is because we are no longer the cherish creature of God but rather a soulless remains of pathetic ghouls.

                                                                                                                                      Aramy

                                                                                                                                     10/01/11 

mymymy

i maybe not the most perfect person but im definitely trying to make a reality...i was told i was fat for almost of my life time so far...im trying and its not working...people often see me as the nice guy..the one who never gets angry...the one who is easy to play with...but beyond all those smiles....something is wounding..more then ever...come take a journey about my life...the one i like to call a vivid illustrious journey